Living with it

When did my mind become so fragile
When did it become hard to walk that extra mile
Why so low when you have fought so hard
Why still trying when you pick the wrong card
Why be pathetic and fucking stupid
Why do they say you need to find someone where’s Cupid
Why can’t I stay as I am and be happy
I just need to overcome these lows are crappy
I know what it is but to others I can’t explain
It’s just how my body works like playing a game
I can’t control the flares and I know it can be hard
But please just bare with me  the sun always comes after dark