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I am in so much pain 
trying to look realistic, hard to explain 
Hate waisting docs time cos of all the frauds
I know they sick of listening and are bored
cos others try to play a game 
leave the suffering with a bad name 
I carry on but cry myself awake
have to give my soul a shake
just to get out of the bed, 
cant turn over another tear shed
takes me hours just to use the loo 
I feel like a cracked mirror, I wish I was new
i cant sit, stand, lay down or cry
Im frustrated and moody and this is why
a battle i deal with each day 
I do beg and often pray 
I just want to feel no more pain 
you can’t see it, like a spit in the rain