When u can’t do anything about it

Exhausted feeling pain
The burn in the brain
You start to go insane 
You take all the blame 
But your heart hurts and your numb 
You feel stupid and dumb 
No where to run 
You wouldn't run from a gun 
 you can't do no more 
You are crawling on the floor
Behind an unlocked door
The waves coming into the shore 
Dying inside
No feelings or pride
You just want to hide
But want to be by there side 
Instead you do what you can 
 Pray for gods plan
Don't react to man
Love all you can