Lonely

How can someone be so lonely 
when they get no time to think
how can I feel so empty
and feel like I'm going to sink

I have my precious girl
and she is the brightest light
but sometimes life is so dark
that I just want to hide out of sight

I write these poems to say how I feel
because I have no one to talk to
how can i say i miss someone
After everything he put me through

My few friends think I'm stupid 
that I'm a fool and being insane
so I keep it to myself and bottle it
and get through each day in pain

But I feel like my fight is fading
I still smile and say "I'm fine"
but inside I'm feeling broken
and I'm beginning to cross that line

between life and death
light and dark
I have lost my hope
killed that spark.