Loops

Around we go once again on this loop of being just friends
Constantly questioning when will it end
When will I learn my lesson and realize 
Whats always been infront of my eyes
Never in disguise 
But still I choose to fantasize 
Painting different colors forcing shoes that are clearly not your size
I get it though, but I don't want to be apart of this loop feeling like a fool 
Picking me up n dropping me like a tool
Still like a child
For your attention I go wild
Too much of my happiness depends on you now
Constantly in disappointment you leave me to drown
Still stuck in this loop
Guess im stuck on you.