Losing track of time

I was raising my voice
In the slightest of times
Deep down inside
I could not read the signs
Losing sight of all hope
It’s time to cross those lines
Where the lightning strikes
The sun refuses to shine
Deep in these dark hours
In the shadows at the back of my mind
I don’t see I’m wasting away
I just felt left behind
I can’t seem to move on forwards
I feel derailed & way off line
My self-esteem is low
My awareness has gone blind
I’ve lost my sense of dignity
Within my sense of pride
Whiling away the hours
Cold and empty I feel denied
Everything seems distant
Thought’s drift side by side
My future no longer in focus
I’m losing track of time