Love is poisonous

Poison is not something people like to play with! Yet when it comes to love every one wants to love someone and be loved back right? Well not me…Well not any more I did find love I loved her and she said she loved me back but the love I have for her is poisonous I can't stop loving her! I tell her I don't love her and don't want anything to do with her. Yet if truth be told I am a wreck without her. She was everything I have been waiting my whole life for. Yet the poison is killing me. I can't help but love the girl the poison is strong… I hate love its poisonous. The poison works slow and it will not kill you… over time you will wish you were dead and that you never fell for the poor girl. But hey the poison with kill me from the inside out. It is already working slowly though. When she fell for someone else the poison was hard on me… I couldn't get to sleep at night… couldn't get out of bed in the morning… it was hard to look at her as the day went on… I still fight the poison… but I am winning right now well I was! Now the poison is… i want to be alone with nothing but hell this poison keeps making me go back to her… this poison keeps letting me let her in and letting her wreck me more. Fuck love i hate it…