Lunar Thought's

Here I am up late a night 
Nothing new, a normal sight 

Stuck between my thoughts and feelings 
Looking up at my white ceiling 

Feeling sad and alone
Scrolling though on my phone 

Why do I always feel this way? 
When I try so hard to be happy

Feeling exhausted from overthinking 
Really wishing that I could be drinking 

I'm missing you more than ever
Thought we would still be together 

But would that have been the best decision? 
At one point I felt like I was in prison 

Still, I was very much in love 
We were a perfect fit, like a glove 

But sometimes love in not enough 
You have to think about other stuff 

Like the fact you made me feel so shit
I didn't want to but it was time to quit 

Now I'm staring up at the moon 
Knowing you'll be getting up soon 

I hope you have a good day
And that she brightens up your way 

I'll just keep trying to stay afloat
But I really miss your familiar boat 

I will always remember you 
Especially when I'm feeling blue 

But for now, back to staring at my ceiling 
Hoping for a day I won't be feeling