MAD AS A MOTH !?X

I,M ATTRACTED TO YOU, LIKE A MOTH TO A LIGHT
I TRY SO HARD, NOT TO LOVE YOU, WITH ALL MY MITE!
FAILING MISERABLY, LOOSING THE FIGHT 
I TRY NOT TO DESIRE YOUR TOUCH
I TRY NOT, TO WANT YOU SO MUCH
I TRY NOT TO FEEL A CONNECTION
I TRY NOT TO BE HURT BY YOUR REJECTION
LONG FOR ANY LOVING & AFFECTION
I TRY NOT TO ALWAYS, THINK OF YOU TOO
BUT, IT,S 24/7 MY THOUGHTS OF YOU 
THIS FANTASY I LIVE IN MY BRAIN
IS UNREQUAINTED, YOU DONT FEEL THE SAME?
TO ME ITS A CRYING SHAME
I CANNOT TAKE ALL THE BLAME!
I,M JUST A PIECE OF ARSE
NOT SEEING YOU, IS NO EASY TASK!
I FEEL AS IF YOU WEAR A MASK
NOT 1 OZ OF RESPECT
WHAT THE HELL, DID I EXPECT?
NOT NICE, WHEN IT,S YOU, THEY REJECT!
THERE,S NOTHING YOU CAN DO
IF THEY DONT FEEL NOTHING FOR YOU ?
I BET YOUR EGO,S
LIKE A FUCK N TORPEDO?
BUT, IT,S EVEN MORE CONFUSING
WHEN THEY OFTEN DO
FEEL THAT THEIR JUST USING YOU !
TOTAL HEAD-FUCK
RUN OUT OF BLOODY LUCK
& WAS ALL OVER, JUST A WICKED FUCK
A SHAG, CALL IT WHAT EVER YOU LIKE!
NO MORE SUCKING, GET ON YA BIKE
I,VE SEEN THE BLOODY LIGHT TONIGHT
PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY
FORGET ALL OF OUR HISTORY
WHAT HE FELT. IS STILL A BLOODY MYSTERY
YOU ARE MY ADDICTION 
I COULD HAVE MADE A PREDICTION
CAN HE EVEN FEEL AT ALL ?
IS THERE A HEART IN HIS CHEST?
IS HE GLAD, AT LAST THAT
YOUR LAYING IT TO REST?
AS FAR AS HE,S CONCERNED 
HE RECKONS HE,S DONE HIS BEST?
PUT YOU THROUGH EVERY BLOODY TEST!
& THEN JUST CAST YOU ASIDE
IN A PILE, NEXT TO ALL THE REST
NEVER WOULD YOU BE HIS BRIDE
YOU MEANT NOTHING AT ALL, HE LIED
JUST AN EGOTISTICAL MAN
JUST DOING YA, COS HE CAN!
NOT MY IDEA, OF A REAL FUCK N MAN!
BUT ITS ALL BECAUSE YOU WAS
NEVER PART OF HIS PLAN 

Tracy Timothy xx