Mending my heart...

As i sit her mending my heart once more, there is no one to see me cry, no one to hear me scream, no one to hug me and tell me its all ok. Just me sitting there in the dark place trying to mend peace by peace back together... Seeing i dont have all the peace to what once was a loving heart now its a heart full of pain and loneliness. As i mend it all the memories start to leave my head... as i keep mending i start to hide the hurt and pain deep inside. But when you walk by my heart falls for you all over again. You have some of my heart and you left me with some of yours. Why? I cant mend my heart back together if i dont have all of my heart. I still love you but cant tell you. I still care about you just cant show it. Your still my everything i just wont let others see. All this, these secrets go in to my heart and then i mend it shut so no one will know..... Mending my broken heart from the pain i have gone through now your gone so is my true love........