Midnight Thoughts

i could receive a million things from other boys
attention, affection, love, but the part that messes with my brain is the fact that none of that matters to me if I have anything from you. 

I could recieve a text saying hey from you and it'd mean nothing even if someone else were in the middle of telling me they loved me. 

Im so caught up in you that my brain won't allow me to see right from wrong. I can't process the fact that you're no good for me. My heart just wants to be with you and it can't and won't stop because I'm so infatuated with this idea that maybe someday you'll feel for me what I feel for you, but from the looks of it that's only a dream for me. A dream that probably won't be coming true any time soon.