misrey and depression

Im filled with misrey i don't know why
I didn't make a thing to make me cry
Im feeling bad and ashamed
Im feeling sad and much pain
I don't know why every thing went wrong
I can't take it i can't be strong
I can't hold on as they say
I can't solve it it is not my way
How to be strong
Can someone tell me
How to be strong
in the world we see
But i know that god is always with me ...