Numb

From the much pain
Im feeling numb
From much rain
Im feeling insane
After all the storms
Still holding on
With little hope
Trying to be strong
Is that so bad ?
Im feeling nothing
Is that sad ?
My life is a sad string
Is it important ?
To care for someone
Well im not
But still no fun
Caring leads to misrey
And makes you unsteady
It is not heartless not to care
Caz there is much pain i can't bare
Im destroyed from inside
And when i say i don't care
They say i need a guide
They will never feel what's in me
There is no chance they will let me free
Im really feeling numb
I can't move my thumb
Still they see i don't care
Really i can't really stare out in the misrable world
With out being pissed or without saying a word
So they better shut it up
Caz this is my fact