Miss me

There once was a time I stayed on your mind and the thoughts off me made you smile. ..
You use to call me for no reason at all simply just to say hi. ...
I remember you'd meet me at the door with a hug and kiss inquiring about my day. ..
Or the way you'd rub my head at night when I'm troubled in that special way. ....
you use to do things, out of the blue, just to produce a smile from me.....
I use to love the smell of your coffee in the morning bright and early. ...
We'd sit and talk for hours about nothing at all, but captivate each other's attention. ...
Or the way we use to walk around the neighborhood, at night while the pies cooled In the kitchen.......
I would glance at you with a smile on my face and you already knew what I was thinking. .....
I swear sometimes your absence provokes me to the point where I almost want to start drinking......
You use to look away with a smile whenever You caught me stealing a glance of you. ....
I remember the soft kisses I placed on your shoulders and the middle of your forehead. ....
Or the way you'd touch my neck with a smile and grab my hand when it was time for bed. ....
All the holidays and birthdays we'd rejoice in total bliss cause I had you and you had me. .......
All the cold winter nights and hot summer days the nice walks upon the beach. ......
I remember these things because you can't, see you're no longer here. .....
no longer can you smile from the beautiful things I whisper in your ear. .....
No more holidays and birthdays or pillow fights. .....
All that joy disappeared on that one faithful night. ...
It was raining and dark a terrible situation. ...
There was partying and booze some kind of celebration. .....
You friend had way too much to drink why did they let her drive. ...
See you can no longer be here with me cause in that night. ....
On that night you died