moving from your mistakes

Moving slowly while avoiding all your wrong moves
Looking at your pictures feeling nothing but fear
You're so far away I call for you , you don’t hear 
Waiting for that day when I can jump into your arms
Forgetting all the pain, the tears, the harm
I blame you for going behind bars
You gave me away and you now say you want me back
But just 15 years ago didn't you let me go for crack
You could have held on tight and told me you loved me
But now all I'm left with is thoughts of what could be