My depressing life of course

somewhere around the world 
there's a lonely girl 
who used to have eyes as bright as the stars 
after she grew up and met her harsh reality 
the innocence in her died 
as well as anything else good inside
her friends abandond her at her worst 
and her boyfriend couldn't spare her a second look
of course she put up a fight 
that very well may cost her life 
yet, she battled her demons daily 
only to become the darkness held inside 
no one understood or even attempted 
she was all alone and lost in this cruel world 
wish as she may it wasn't going to get better 
there was nothing left for her here 
she could easily end it all
the loneliness, the heartache, the hell of living 
what was holding her back? 
It was a mystery even to herself 
and how do I know these things?
because she is me, and this is my hell
welcome to to the rollercoaster called my life 
it's depressingly horrific 
but its mine, what I've been given
and despite the circumstances 
I'm surviving my way through it