My disappointed angel

Angel 
Eyes watch me from higher skies
Life won't seem to pass me by 
I dodge rain so I won't cry 
Not much seen to strike a fear
But my angels watch me every year
Crying over my wasted tears
Making sense of what's left here
I never knew that they would watch you
After watching it seems they really need to
Find a jury
Cause God knows my fury
And anyone associated 
Doesn't know I'm so debated
Within my self
Guardian angel tells me watch hell
You don't want to be the fire 
How you gonna perspire 
I keep my neck up 
Worrying bout this break up
Cause angels see my bull crap
And know I'm not the good map
No one can follow paths
When lines drew them without the math
And adding up the densities 
Make me see what you see
Please believe me 
Heights leave in six feet
Like reaching Babel was already high 
So to reach the sky you have to die
Reach our hand out
Doesn't show that you're devout 
Throw your back out
And you'll realize how you do without 
With what God gave you
Hoping that he will save you
Before you fall to southern skies just to learn who held you 
Not I 
I ain't got the time to be fly 
I need to make life a mess to order my trip to blue skies 
The tickets damn expensive and I know they don't have rip tides 
First class
I only pray they got those peanuts
Cause champagne ain't enough 
To get me to the judge. 
Maybe there'll be mercy
Maybe he actually heard me. 
Be it may I pray cause I know I'm living today
Get your act right 
Pack you bag tight 
Hope is the day
Day has its pay
But decisions are a mission to heal man of their senses
Sin again
I'll make sure where you end in
Make it to the reaper and realize how deep in 
Jump the hurdles
Past those turtles 
Taking their time to live when they already going too slow
Trust me
I know you'll eventually see
Kiss your ass goodbye and finally touch the sky