My fault

I don't trust 
I hide my emotions 
that's all I know how to do
my ex said I was a fake bitch 
said nobody would ever love me 
that it's my fault for the Holocaust
maybe he was right 
maybe I am a fake bitch
that nobody would ever love me 
so I stay to myself 
i hide in my own little world 
and it's all my fault for not being good enough 
my fault that I'm just me 
maybe one day I don't have to be myself for once 
maybe I would be loved if I was heartless 
I'm sorry but you did this to me 
I'm sorry that I'm just nobody