My feelings for you

I dont know whats more real then the feelings i have for you

I miss the way you smell, taste,look, and the way you held me

When my tongue met your,and how they played back and forth 

your hot sticky saliva ....

You made me feel like no other 

i felt loved and wanted and secured

you held me and i rested on your chest 

your heart beat made the most beautiful beat

And i admit your such a dork

but you made me laugh without even trying

the way you carried yourself

made me smile

your voice is soothing to my ears

and when im near you i feel like a school girl

having the most enormous crush on you

Now your gone within a flash and i dont even know why

my phone ,your number, no ring....just silence

i adapted my self into a world where you faded into my memory

and i hope that underneath it all

im all you think about

Because i dont know whats more real then these feelings i have for you...

Oh right this poem.......