My Future

Future could be tomorrow, or 
The day after that and so on.
My future Almost died in an attempt 
Of death 5 years ago.
My future would have been nothing more than a ghost.
Would have been better, my future now 
I sometimes see the same.
Don't need help I’ve gotten plenty. 
It never works my emotions still the same.
My future I use to see college, now I see nothing.
If I Could even make it out of high school.
Sometimes I just look at the door
And walk, for hours and wait.
For what?
School to be out, go home.
I saw my future in high school in my 
Middle school eyes and this is what I really got,
And I don’t like it. 
How will I know my future this time will be real?
I imagine tomorrow no mean insults and good vibes.
What I got was whispered comments, laughs, smirks, stares, looks.
My future… I wanted something But all I got was
NOTHING!!!