My Future is Nonsense

I don't consider my past to be a success

My present is rather drab

My future is a nonsense

Without thinking my choices pave a road

Not sure of that journey, is it right, a place I wish to travel

Or should I remain in the same for safety

My future is a nonsense

Tomorrow is not mine... it belongs to a realm I cannot visit

I can wish and oh so I do.........

Does that not waste time?

My future is a nonsense

I cannot expect a tomorrow I seek

Tomorrow is not mine but a place in the future

Its an unpolished dream of sheer content

My future is just nonsense but gives today a reason