My inner demon

I'm on the constant run from a monster
Everywhere I go it's after me
Decimating my life in many instances 
Like being stalked upon by Jason vorheez 
This monster lives inside my body
So there is never a safe place to hide
When it can't take the wheel and steer
It's soaks in gas and sets fire to my mind
It forces me to watch reruns 
From the times it has taken control
To remind me of all the things I lose
And tries to make me let go
It tries to convince me to act on my hate
It tries to make me understand
But if I don't fight back against this demon
I will no longer be a man
If I slip and let this beast inside run wild
I'll be a slave to my anger and destroy what I have built
It tries to overpower me constantly 
Wraps me like a quilt
But I push back and it wares me down 
So sometimes I lose the fight
It Takes the wheel, hijacks my cockpit
And Flies me like a kite
I Do my best to stay afloat
push a push to keep the kraken inside
Give my all to weather the storm
And not capsize and be swallowed by the tide
But no matter what I do the hulk gets loose
And it razes and levels my hopes
Beating me relentlessly 
Leaving me slumped upon the ropes
It stalks me like a serial killer
Trying to get me to volunteer my life
And when it finally catches me 
And stabs me like a knife
I try so hard to hold the line
From the army advancing on it
But I got no sword just a broken wooden shield 
And it hits me like a comet

By LukeCoomer (c)