My old self

 *disclaimer This one is pretty short but only because I liked the way it was and just couldn't find a smooth way to add on. But if I ever do I’ll make sure to repost the edited version for you guys.

Things I did and things I do
why can't I just receive grace from you?

I used to act a certain way so now I have been labeled 
even though I actually changed my voice has been disabled.

I actually made an effort but no one cared to see, 
I actually tried to change but you only saw the old me. 

I just don't get why you won’t let it go 
If you would just pay attention you’d see my new self show

I’ve edited my person almost to a T
but you still only see the things that are wrong with me

I’ve tried to change and be a person anew 
 but you still don't notice no matter what I do

I just don't understand it how come you don't see, 
I thought I could lean on you, aren't we family?