MY SECRET

Sometimes I watch a crowd from a distance and It fills me with so much pain deep down inside

See I have a secret and through life I done well learning a good way to hide

Learnt how to smile when there snide comments cut me in two,I try so hard to fit in now it feels

like what else is there for me to do.

They only turn too me when they cant figure out there problems,They rob all they can from

me!!,When they have there audience around them they are as nasty oh so mean as they can

be.The saying "What dont kills us makes us stronger" how much can one person take,

I am not asking for a miracle,Its only one good friend I ask for "HEAVENS SAKE"!!!!.

Tired of being battered,broken and abused,Fed up of kepping a brave face on while they

carry on being so rude!!.Getting to the point in life reflecting where is it I belong?

Was i that bad of a person sometimes I feel I just cant carry on.Is this a normal feeling

it gets stonger day by day,So here is my deepest secret i feel i am a failure in so many ways.