My soul is gonna burst

I have a story 
I have news,
Nothing glory,
to be confused.
I have a lot of hurt
inside my conscious and feel 
as if my soul is gonna
burst.
Yet I look up to the sky
and the clouds,
I see myself smiling 
down.
Something is telling 
me , to not give
up because 
Im the 
biggest part 
of everything 
I could not see
hope is 
what I’ve 
needed, and it’s 
not worth 
giving up…
~Deb