My sun, my moon, and all my stars

As l watched the heavens take shape I witnessed the pregnant moon form a wiry dragons eye it's body nestled on a bed of treetops it's claws cutting gouges in the treeline it's scales shimmering with the galaxies of the cozmos crowned with a halo of stars I found my center although my body was weak with sickness and injurie my once steady hands trembling my balance unstable my heart rate fluxuating and my lungs overworked with every breath I knew then that those inadequacies where of no real issue even though my mind was not what it once was attacked by insecurities and doubts invaded by shadows and darkness capricious in its own power to format coherent thought I was sanguine in its ability to guide me and whereas my soul was many times over trouble and abused  beaten down and scorned by mercurial friends family betrayal and the world its self shunned by thoses who trick mistreat and use me I see myself a fool for misplaced trust but in this moment is this single iridescent instant I was freed not by any doing of my own no it was because of her she was my freedom for her silence was my peace her every breath my serenity her voice the song that kept the shadows at bay her words the sword that vanquished them her laughter the joy that encompasses me and I am weightless in her happiness her hair the twisted well-known paths that my fingers never tire to travel her body the mysterious land that I revel exploring finding new discoveries with every trace of lips tongue teeth and hands her eyes a soulful void of stars and dreams hopes and aspirations that sucks me in and holds me boundless for I am willingly trapped in her gaze she is my sun my moon and all my stars