my thoughts

at this moment my heart aches and all I want to do is cry
my world feels upside down and I don't even understand why,
all I want is to be left alone and hide
my tears keep falling like rain,
yet no one seems to see my pain
am I not worthy of anything,
this I ask myself every minute of everyday,
I feel so numb all I want is to make this pain fade away
tempted to cut my wrist in hoping to not wake up another day
just to no longer feel this pain i hold deep inside and lock away.
what else am I to do when the storm finally broke me in two,
who am I to trust when the world itself is so cruel,
feeling so empty and lost and unsure of what to do.