MY...CRAZY LIFE !!?X

I,M IN NO STATE. TO MOVE FROM HERE!?
I CANT STAY & I CANT GO !!
I SUFFER FROM DEPRESSSION & ANXIETY
AS IF..YOU DIDN,T KNOW !?
ITS ALL FALLEN ON DEAF EAR,S!
EVEN THO..IT,S BEEN THE CASE!?
FOR FAR TOO MANY YEARS!
DO YOU THINK..I,VE MADE A RECOVERY!?
THAT..WOULD BE A DISCOVERY
I WISH THAT.I COULD FIND !?
INSTEAD..YOU HAVE DROVE ME
OUT OF MY MIND!
NO CHANCE..OF GETTING BETTER!?
WHAT YA DONT KNOW 
CANT HURT YA !?
THAT S MY..MESSED UP ATTITUDE!
YA SHOULD HAVE..CHECKED MY RECORDS!
BEFORE YOU.ACTED SO RUDE!?
" HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL !"?
NONE OF THIS. FEEL,S AT ALL REAL!?
PLEASE..LEAVE ME BE!!
HANG N ONTO MY LITTLE SANITY!
I CANT AFFORD THE ( BED-ROOM TAX!)
SO PLEASE. STOP BOTHERING ME !
HOW CAN I EVER RELAX !
WHEN YOU WANT TO TAKE MY HOME!
GET ME MORE IN DEBT!
WITH A NON-GUARANTEED LOAN!?
& PUT ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NO-WHERE!
SO MUCH..FOR MENTAL HEALTH CARE !!!
THIS IS MY HOME !!
PLEASE..LEAVE ME ALONE !?
OR..READ MY RECORDS FIRST!
I FEEL.. AS IF I,M CURSED ?
YOU,VE MADE THE MATTER WORSE!?
YOU,VE IGNORED ME
SO..I,LL IGNORE YOU!
THAT IS MY MENTALITY!?
IN MY MESSED UP HEAD!!!
IT,S THE BEST I CAN DO !?
THIS CANT BE HAPPENING??
IT CANNOT BE TRUE!?
JUST SPELLING IT OUT !!
FROM ME ..TO YOU !
BEFORE I REALLY KNOW!
" TRUE-INSANITY!"?
PLEASE,JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!?
PLEASE.JUST LET ME BE!
YOU,VE MESSED MY
HEAD UP EVEN MORE !?
TALK ABOUT!
TARGET THE POOR!
THIS SUBJECT FOR 
MANY..IS VERY SORE!!?
IT,S CAUSED ..A BLOODY UP-ROAR!
I,VE SAID MY PIECE!
YOU KNOW THE SCORE
PLEASE. JUST GIVE ME SOME PEACE!
BEHIND..MY BLOODY DOOR!?X

Tracy Timothy xx