The Negative Enforcer Poem

I never knew you’d be so impossible

difficult and unapproachable

there are days you make me feel broken and dejected

worthless and dreadfully rejected

help me understand

your unfair ways

For I am the one

Who dearly pays

I feel, you just do not care

especially when you give me that cold

cold...

stare

beneath the cataclysmic rubble of my self esteem

I feel my hope tearing at the seam

why don’t you understand?

broken trust is like a broken hand

it cannot hold anything

it cannot pretend

it is hard to mend

is there really something in nothing?

It’s so hard

I wish you knew

I would tell you

but your sarcasm makes me feel like a fool

can it change?

will it change?

I want to trust again...

Eden Van der Nest