No One As Beautiful -

“no one as beautiful
as you deserves to be sad”
he whispered this softly
into my ear as if he
was doing a favor for me
letting me know that he
thought I was beautiful
and that my beauty should
make me impenetrable to
sadness

                                                            
“no one as beautiful                              
as you deserves to be sad”                                                                        
was it my cheekbones then?                                    
The shape of my lips as they                                  
Form the words “fuck you”                        
What are you gonna do                            
You pretty, pathetic little boy?  
are you gonna fuck the sadness 
out of my head?       

"no one as beautiful
deserves to be sad"
he murmurs this
into my mouth
I have a lot of things 
I dont deserve 
Thats never really 
stopped me before