No one knows crazy

No one knows crazy

No one knows disability

The lines drawn in chalk by school girls on the asphalt

Are washed away

Or uneven

So We are judged with laziness

We are judged with stupidity

We are not the ones

Who come home from work everyday and turn on the tv news

For some of us the news

Is voices

Inside our heads

No one knows crazy

Or the jealousy of those that don't get paychecks

That don't have an identity

That get handouts from the government

I want to be proud

I want to have courage

Not shuffle behind the ones

Who can't see what I see

No one knows crazy

One day when I wake up

I will have slept deep

Without pills

And be able to drink coffee

Without anxiety

Windows 

There are windows

For a time in the golden sun

I don't have to hide inside

But no one knows crazy

It's not like a broken leg

Here sign my cast

It is more like the blind loss

Of everything one holds most close

Gone like a bird from your hand

And unless you have been there

You don't understand 

Lost in a foreign land

And always the question

Where am i

No know one knows