More pills to pop doc. No thank you. More unimportant advice, there option. No thanks I can do it. More bills to pay, give hours away just to keep everything running. No thanks I want to choose who and what I give time to, parts of my life to, parts of my self to. More struggle tightening the rope a bit, dragging me around. No thank you if the worst, is worse than before, count me out. Only just made it through last time. No no no say no no no. Its just as important as yes. Waver from what you know, trial unfamiliar, set up the line not to cross. Or you'll end up cross.