Not just the original event

Yes the original event was horrid but the after affects have been worse 
 I now look over my shoulder all the time for fear of seeing you

Yes the original event was horrid but the after affects have been worse 
I now feel like I can’t trust those I want to for fear of being screwed over by their dishonesty 

Yes the original event was horrid but the after affects have been worse 
I now want to be loved but feel like I can’t be because your actions make me feel unlovable 

Yes the original event was horrid but the after affects have been worse
I now just want a good nights sleep but can’t as my head is always putting You and your family in my dreams