Not Settled

I am not settled in my past being the past because I wonder if I was mistaken

Maybe you,Father of my child are to be the love of my life

Maybe passion will find me again and love will arrive

Of course I love you,you have given me man's greatest gift

A son, but why is it something that stems in me just disapproves 

Denies that you are mine

My hearts is just not content

Why do keep prying

As if love lurks somewhere behind where I seem to have left it

I'm sure I had it,right before I knew what heartache is

Its there,I just need to find it

Let me leave the present for a while because surely the future cannot be too bright 

I am certain the past has something I need to move on

Maybe or I was never meant to have it in this time nor the coming one