Numb

The feelings that I’ve missed
Grip my heart with a clenched fist 
I turn to you and swear I’m not a liar....
Keep telling myself no
The emptiness won’t go 
Tears extinguish our once burning fire

When you cut yourself
Its so damn hard to heal
When you feel so low 
Your so numb you can’t feel 
When the pills are sharp 
And the feelings hollow
You take a drink 
But still they’re hard to swallow

When you’re beating the wrong drum
Feeling so helpless and numb
Comforting to get a little higher..
Fighting through the day
But thoughts won’t fade away
Miracles don’t happen to a trier 

When you hate yourself
Its so damn hard to love
When you feel so low 
Your mind can’t rise above 
When the pills are sharp 
The dark feelings hollow
You take a drink 
But still they’re hard to swallow

When you cheat yourself 
Is so damn hard to win
When you feel so low
Don’t know where to begin
When the pills are sharp
And the feelings hollow 
You take a drink 
But they’re still hard to swallow