NUMB

I began to get numb to everything you said
The feelings and thoughts you left in my head
What you did, made me wish I was dead
To the point where I didn’t have a clear head
All I could do, was keeping missing you
Forgiving you, although you knew
Everything you was doing was wrong
Making the awkwardness more long
I gave you literally everything
And you went and took the feelings
That had developed over all those years
And created the ideas and the fears
That no matter what I wouldn’t lose you
That was your vow, the promise you had too
But now look at where we are
All I can do is miss you from afar