O, My Beloved Lucas

O, my beloved Lucas,

How I have missed you dearly.

I distinctly remember your grass, green eyes

And If I close my own, I can still see them shine clearly.

You were so young,

It's not fair.

Where's our happily ever after?

I can't seem to find it anywhere.

I see you in my dreams late at night,

When I fall asleep.

I gave you my heart a while back,

And forever it is yours to keep.

Sometimes, I swear,

I feel your soft breath on my neck, 

but I tell myself that it's just the autumn air.

I know what the truth is,

Its pretty clear.

But whenever I think it,

I shed uncontrollable tears.

You're not coming back,

I know that now.

The show of your life ended 2 months ago In that car crash,

You took your final bow.

I know you're in a better place.

Me and you?

We're like the ends of a shoelace,

Forever intertwined even though

We may be far apart.

We never thought with our heads,

We only thought with our hearts.

One day, I'll see you again,

And we'll pick up where we left off,

Or start over like we just began.

How I have missed you dearly.

O, my beloved Lucas.