One Last Time

You've paved the way to my
obliteration
will you ever forget?
Those fearful conversations
that burn through loneliness
dull strangulation always
hurting
longing
wanting to be something more
to you
I always craved your company
and now you will be
lonely
again
and I will fall in love with
someone else
who is just like you
and the pain will
vanish
momentarily..
but you will still 
haunt me
entice me
bring back
dark
memories 
long
buried 
like these
frozen 
feelings
I tried so hard
to forget

If you ever seemed to be listening
you would maybe understand
The shattered hopelessness
of waiting for you
Kiss me goodbye
this one last time
in my mind
unrequited 
Love