One state away

Are u thinking of me when ur alone inside ur home?
Are u reminded of me when u smell that he has on a similar cologne?
Are u watching a show that we once used to watch? 
Are u listening to a song that reminds u of me so u turn it up a notch?
Well if ur anything like me living in our last memory,
Doing whatever u can do to forget this misery. 
I’m still wanting to be with u every century. 
I’m one state away from driving to u. 
No more crying for u, I’m dying to see u!
Every since I left, it caused an affect that didn’t expect, that I need to correct. 
Why is it that every girl I see,
I’m reminded of u constantly. 
In their hair, what they wear, in their eyes, how they’re wise, by their jokes & what they say. 
But I’m still one state away. 
Are u missing all the good times that we had?
Are u like me & think of us when u get sad?
Are u wondering & over thinking where we went wrong?
Are u certain that by his side is where u belong?
Well if ur anything like me living in our last memory,
Doing whatever u can do to forget this misery. 
I’m still wanting to be with u every century. 
I’m one state away from driving to u. 
No more sad writings of u, I’m riding towards u!
Not being by ur side, every single night I cried, inside I felt like I died, with these feelings of always being denied. 
Every single girl I met,
Reminded me of us & sweet memories I can’t forget. 
Like going to the movies & out to eat. 
Like holding hands & giving kisses on the cheek. 
Like texting every single day. 
But I’m still one state away. 
Will u welcome me at all?
Or will u avoid me & let me bawl?
We don’t have to say anything. 
I just want to feel something again. 
I was one state away but now that I’m here. 
All I feel is cheer with a little bit of fear,
But all of the sudden u disappear. 
Then I awake in midday not feeling okay. 
Realizing it was a dream & I’m still forever & always one state away.