" ON..REFLECTION !?"X

" LOOKING BACK & ON REFLECTION !
IM SO SICK & TIRED OF REJECTION 
THAT EVERY RELATIONSHIP I HAVE
ENDS UP, WITH SOME KIND OF INFECTION?
EVERY MAN HAS MADE ME FEEL
AS IF I AM ON INSPECTION ?
& TO SCARED TO LOOK , AT MY OWN REFLECTION
THE GOOD DONT OUT WEIGH THE BAD..BY DECEPTION!
OR IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG, WITH MY PROJECTION ?
WHY DO I NEVER GET, THE LOVE & PROTECTION ?
INSTEAD OF ALL THE BULLSHIT & THEN THE REJECTION !
AS HALF OF ME FEELS , AS IF I COULD BE SECTIONED ?
LEAVE IT IN THE PAST, ENJOY YOUR OWN REFLECTION !
& LET IT BE YOU... DOING ALL THE REJECTION !
AFTER YOU TOO, HAVE HAD A MUCH CLOSER INSPECTION !
COS, BEING TREATED LIKE KRAP, WAS NOT MY OBJECTION
& BEING UNHAPPY, WAS NEVER MY INTENTION !
& DO NOT WANNA STILL BE SINGLE 
WHEN I AM DRAWING MY BLOODY PENSION !
& I JUST FELT, THAT IT WAS ALL WORTH A MENTION 
& ITS GREAT THERAPY, TO RELIEVE ALL THE TENSION !

Tracy Timothy xx