Origin

Origin
 

How do I find the pathway to origin? 

I have searched all the pasts of the past,

and held onto the past longer than necessity.

I have seen an awakening turn into a darkening

of clouds, as breeze sharpens with each gust

and this brain yields to... what? 

Nothing. 

In the distance I see a reflection. It is 

emerging to me, and waves into a

silhouette of shapes and confusion. Who is this? Is it bravery I see? Or just imagination. 

Help me! 

Help me? 

Do you even hear me? 

Do you even listen to a fool such as me? 

What God worth following would answer

the wretched of the world. Me, and me, and... I. And I alone have abandoned the

God within myself.. 

I had a mercenary as a muse. I think she 

left and seduced a better writer.

© Wanderer