Owe nothing

I owe you nothing, not the bend over, not the do it for me. 
Owe nothing to no one. 
Won't be oppressed, won't be upset. 
Won't listen to anything or anyone twisting. 
Won't owe a dept not mine. 

Won't be convinced but sceptical. 
I don't owe you love. I give it freely I share myself with you.

Because I love you I will see your point. 
Because I adore you I will tolerate you saying man up. 
It's not your body, it's not your fault either. 
Realize that you are supportive want to probe. 

I want to scream why is this necessary. 
Am I just chicken shit. 
Do I owe myself an explanation or would I rather just carry on. 
The easy option is the ones that don't involve a turned tummy. 
Do I Owe you me. 
Would you do the same. 
Would you  perform the squeamish. 
Would you not feel uncomfortable. 
The owning of this is raw.