Pain and sorrow

Getting left behind
And feeling hurt and lonely
And sad and always
Feeling down and nobody
Can understanding
Nobody loves me
I'm lonely again
And in a dark place
my fears and horrible

If I had a true friend 
Who could understand me 
And my ways 
I'm so lost 
No one cares about me 
Nobody thinks about me 
I'm truly alone again
No one listened and nobody
understood

Feeling hurt down
Broken and saddened
Life seems to be a horrible
Never ending dream
The utter feeling or pain cannot go 
Away I'm truly alone in the world
No friends no family nobody
To call never hearing
The words I love you 
I scream out loud 
And nobody can hear nobody 
Just understands
Feeling like no other 
My mental behavior
Is getting worse 

Only wish I could change
It dreaming for a better life
Could help me
Wishing for another chance
Wishing to be helped and 
Rescued and hopefully 
Someone will save me 

I'm scared
I'm lonely
I'm sad
I'm down 
I'm hurt 
not being heard
not been understand

how can I
disappear
make people
understand

If only I could
Disappear forever
And my pain would be gone
I'm not missed nobody understands 
Me nobody worry's nor cares
About me I'm so misunderstand

I'm not going to say goodbye
Because I'm not needed no more
my fears are gone and I'm surly 
Gone to it hurts me so much 
The long pain of sorrow
Never ending
I think I'm leave now and find a
Better place to be I must 
Take myself away from life 
I'm no longer needed 
My pain will not hurt me no 
More there's only one way out I'm going to sleep 
And dream of real love and happiness
As for my pain cannot hurt me no more as a tear rolls down my wrinkled face I whisper the words God bless world love you all.