Pains lesson

Im am just a hollow man, im no ones fan
Too close to stand, on this edgless cliff,
Life raft keeps me afloat, riff raff down the river i go, truely up a creek, but my paddle is broke,
This shadow of loathing, shed my clothing,
In the peak of the day, middle of my withdraws,
Hopeless feeling, needing less to feel, pain stays lingering, one day ill heal, hard memories,
In my discovery, what shall shutter me, leave me be, body aches, eyes sting with such a burning, it may be concearning

Except it is all deserving, dehydrated,
Dangerously thirsty, but no quenching is earning, a hole to bury me, folded up, god please carry me across, forgive my sins, at all cost, forget where ive been, ive been lost
In the abyss tossed in when casted out, a forever darkness i have been since until now

Save my soul, pay the piper, pay the gates toll,
Token of appreciation to the rightous ones for their roads they have chose, the future cant be known, the past is over and another chapter in lifes book gets closed,

Let it be known, i still walk this road alone,
Im not hopeless but have less hope,
Ive got courage, but heart beat is fading,
Chest flickering with some life, this is my misery inspite its mystery, soon ill be better youll see, this sickend self complacent me will one day no longer be seen this weak,
With each moment taken, each day at a time, days turn into weeks, then months, then into years, hopefully when that time comes these lessons will be learned when i was here..