PARDON MY POSTPARTUM

My man asked me why I'm so angry all the time
I told him I don't know but shit, all I hear is crying!
I get home from work and my girls go berserk
Not to mention when I make a mistake, you're a jerk!
My hormones are off and the devil is loose,
And now that I'm Struggling,
you want to give me the boot?
I guess it wasn't enough to compromise
I guess we didn't think when I opened my thighs
That once I birthed my beautiful babies,
My hormones would go off
and I'd be acting crazy
Sometimes I just want to run away
Can't control my thoughts
Whether I smiling or not,
Inside I'm mad
And even though you might see me laughing,
Inside I'm sad
For every reason and for non at all
No matter how I pick myself up,
I fall
Help me
Help me Help myself
Help me
So my mind can rest,
Help me be me again
When I was at my best
Pardon my anger,
pardon my rage
Pardon my fears,
pardon my tears…
Pardon my Postpartum
2017

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Comments
Postpartum depression is like entering a world separated from the one you used to know.A runaway train to despair.No fun,I would't wish it on my worst enemy.Glad those days are gone.You describe it to a tee.Blessings and the right care for every woman suffering from this.Your poem is spot on.
Thank you, I cried when I read your response. I'm just started seeking help, and it really feels good to know that there can be light at the end of this dark tunnel. Thank you for your support, I love to share and connect with others such as myself and I hope that I can be a support factor for someone in the future.
You will come out of this,you are very talented,and smart to be reaching out to people through your poetry.Keep writing your poems,and know that many people will be cheering you on.There was no help for this in my time so I'm so glad the medical community has recognized it at last.Best to you.❤️