Passing time

Tick tock one day after  still numb with  your hand print lingering on my leg 
Tick tock one week after  finally reporting you but sill feeling numb with fear and Shame 
Tick tock one month after sat with a river flowing out my eyes as I try to express my feeling to someone I’ve only met once 

Tick tock the day of sentencing is here filled with embarrassment and contempt I carry on 
Tick tock close to your release day my mind slips like a baby on ice causing me to feel shitty again 

Tick tock a year later I still feel the affects of your actions they have  caused problems deeper than even I understand 
Tick tock a year since sentencing I’m no longer ashamed of the situation but this doesn’t mean I’m over it. 
I still feel violated due to your actions but I’m my strongest now