The past

People say the past is the past for a reason.
But yet my past comes back each season.
on the 16th of every 3 months.
it's just the same old stuff.
tears and pain.
pain and tears.
yelling and crying.
MOMMY I DIDN'T MEAN TO
I AINT YOUR MOTHER.
I HATE YOU
same old words.
just a different season.
each word has it's meanings.
HATE
strong with anger...
no passion, it's not a stranger.
MOTHER
unhappy and lonely.
angry and never growing.
YOU
and in me.
the word still stings.
for I am one who is unhappy with myself.
I am my own enemy.
slowly crying.
The past is the past.

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Wow,
Such strong emotions, that I in so many ways can relate to. Keep writing your poetry girl and stay strong because, I eventually found the pain in my past has mostly happened for a reason. It is not fair to suffer just so we can later give others the strength they need, but it is often what happens. I wish the best for you in everything you do. We all need a *loving mother* figure, some of us we just never get it. So I will do what ever to not be like the mother who has let me down, so should you. Do not create an enemy in yourself, when you are the only one, who know's your true feelings. Keep strong, write poetry, and suddenly we all move along. I truly do feel your pain in this, but it is only the beginning. Never know how the ending might be.
Sincerely
XxX Melissa <3
Sounds like mine used to be. I was called all kinds of stuff by my family, the World. We are strong and we will overcome. Some Mother's don't care about the words they say or the lack of affection. It's not your fault. Regardless, One Day you'll be on your own and with your own family. Better Luck than me with that. Take the parts you don't like and don't do it with your own. I was an accident. SHOCKER!
U do wat i do express ur self through poetry but u good u should follow me