Pear - shaped

I am resilient - I'm not giving you a factual account,
rather, life is a swindle, we are all swindlers,
perhaps we should call it swindlers list per se,
we are not so beautiful now, not like one day.

Then, nothing had gone wrong - all so wonderful,
now you want to find 'someone else like you,'
I 'field' each of these disclaimers as we all do,
you think that God had a macabre sense of humour.

You wonder if you had devised such an incredible plan,
whether you could treat your creations like an also-ran,
like ants in a barrel with nowhere to even escape,
when you want sex you're just accused of rape.

You finally arrived  - they asked: 'What do you want to do?'
I said: 'Sadly, it might be best if it's no longer with you.'