Liquid temptress

You are under her spell
It will not end well
I have seen it before
I know what is instore 
You are up all night
Using her as firelight
She is there for you
In the way that I want to
She is keeping you warm
Sheltering you from a storm
That is racing in your mind
She makes you love blind
Your emotions are numb
Whilst under her thumb
You don't act like yourself
You endanger your health
She is all you consume
Inhaling her perfume
Becoming high on her
It is not how you were
You can't relax with me
How she is I can't be
Say it's not to blame
But you call her name
When you are at a low
To her you always go
I am so scared to lose
I don't want you to chose
To spend all your life
With her as your wife