Price to Pay.

Baby I’m not fucking okay...
Faking a smile everyday
Waking up each miserable night
It's somehow taking my life away.
I'm not angry, just so fucking sad...
Yet I’ll love you all night
Every second of eternity.
Simply, fucking with my brain
I thought you was the one...
Guess I was very wrong-
not for the first time.
Not even hell could be worse
You broke my silly heart one day 
My tears refilled oceans 
But hell; it’s all my fault.
Baby I just love you too much...
Even when your words fuck my heart
And tears pour to the ground
What do you expect in reply?
Can’t even read anymore 
Tears have become a solid wall
I don’t want more bullshit 
Or words with double meaning
My heart has had enough!
I wanna stop your guilt 
So stupid and pointless 
I’m the idiot here,
I’m the one who fell in love.
You couldn’t give a fuck 
Because you never understood...